Last week, I concluded our 21-day marathon of daily Corona miracles healing zoom circles. It was truly an amazing experience to facilitate these calls. I am so grateful for all the participants of all ages from all over the world that became my beloved mighty companions during that time.
On our final day, I felt the vibe of our group was to continue to gather in another organized and structured way. It felt only natural that this wonderful experience we shared would continue. More of a good thing is only better, right? That is what I felt. But then something began to shift within me over the Easter weekend.
I observed a resistance to drafting out the email with the dates for the online gathering. I began to feel a heavy sensation about the whole process. It did not feel happy nor inviting. Given all the time I have spent in mind training, I am so grateful that I am able to honor whatever comes up in the mind, be with it, and allow for healing. I know that behind every resistance there is a lovely message of healing and comfort from the Beloved.
After a few days of reflecting, prayer, journaling, and joining with my mighty companions, I realized that I actually did not want to commit myself to any structured group coaching program right now. In fact, my heart was longing for a pause and time to absorb all the miraculous gifts from the 21-day experience. I also desired for an opportunity to wake up and not have anything planned or organized. To allow the Beloved to guide me day by day, and moment by moment.
The perfect prescription for the time
In the beginning, when the Corona epidemic was in full swing, in terms of being new, and the whole social distancing and lockdown were ideas that we had never experienced, there were waves of deep, and at times overwhelming, even paralyzing fear in the mind. And to help alleviate the fear, I am so grateful that I felt inspired to offer the 21 days of zoom gatherings where we joined daily to express these fears, support each other as well as pray and meditate together. We were able to see the whole Corona experience differently and also witness so many miracles of healing in mind and body. The Beloved provided us with the perfect remedy, the perfect prescription to allay, soothe, and heal our fears
So many of you have expressed to me how useful these circles were. Many of you did not attend the live circles but found the emails and recordings to be comforting, soothing, and so helpful.
Together, with our joining, we have moved through that wave of fear. Now, I feel the mind is wanting to go deeper into stillness and quiet, so the precious gifts from our 21 days together can be more fully assimilated. There is a confidence within that while outer structures to facilitate this process will always be needed, at present, they are not needed in the same way as was the case earlier.
Why even resistance can be a gift
For me, this open space feels like a blank canvas. A time to be childlike, with curiosity and wonder, waking up each day with the mind an open slate, available to draw, write, paint, play, and dance with the Beloved. The heart and mind want to soar into the realms of possibility that are yet to be experienced. We are adored children of the Beloved and there are presents within us awaiting our welcome.
For someone who has been trained in medicine, homeopathy, integrative medicine, and as a coach, as well as played the roles of elder daughter, and single mother for so many years, at first, this gentle invitation of living spontaneously felt uncomfortable. Hence, there was the resistance. Yet, as I went deeper, I could see that this was exactly the perfect prescription from the Inner Healer at this time. I feel a growing delight in this way to live along with a deepening trust that all earthly needs are taken care of and will continue to be cared for including the body and the minds and bodies of all our beloved family and friends.
So where does that leave us?
Living in moment to moment and day to day does not mean that I am not here to be of service. Rather, I feel there is a deepening connection to the Beloved which will probably mean I will be used for service in many ways- possibly ways I cannot even imagine right now!
I continue to be available to each of you as you feel guided to connect with me. Here are some possibilities you can explore
One-on-one coaching: You can contact me for a free introductory session to see how we can join, how I could support you, as well as different coaching packages that are available to you. I also work with couples and adolescents.
Angel card readings:I love doing these! If you feel a spark to explore this, feel free to email me and we can discuss discounted rates during this Corona experience.
Working with Levels of Mind tool: Perhaps you are a student of ACIM and are familiar with the teachings of David Hoffmeister and looking for support in working with the Levels of Mind. I love this tool! And I love to help students go deeper with this tool. So, we can work together to help you understand how this powerful tool can be a gateway into deeper peace and clarity with whatever challenge you are facing. Email me to set up a session.
Creating a map of healing: We join for one 90-minute session to explore where you are (with respect to a particular issue or set of issues), where you would like to be, and the obstacles that seem to stand in the way along with one step you can take to move in the direction of our heart.
Prayer/meditation support: I would love to join with you for one-on-one prayer/meditation support. I also love to create custom meditations and this is a resource you can use again and again to support you on your journey. Email me so we can talk further.
Group facilitator:If you have a group of friends that would like to invite me to facilitate a gathering, group meditation, or expression session, email me and we can explore further.
Online FREE courses: If you feel a desire to have a structured program to support you at this time, consider exploring my Moving from Fear to Love– a free online 40-day program that carries you inward in simple yet profound ways.
Parenting FREE online course: If you are a parent looking to experience more clarity and confidence during these unprecedented times, you might want to explore a free online course I created just for parents.
Order my book! With a bit more time on your hands as the lockdown continues, you might be looking for some good books to read. Many have been finding my book super helpful in many ways. You can read a free preview here with option to buy Kindle or good old-fashioned paperback.
I feel so much gratitude to each of you reading this. I am humbled to be able to follow this wonderful passion for healing and share all of these tools with each of you every day.
Stay tuned for the gifts I find during this pause from structured gathering while saying yes to dancing and creating with the Beloved!
I love you all!
If you feel a spark to donate to my ministry, you can do so here. I appreciate all the loving support from each of you for this healing ministry. Thank you!
